Today is the day before my birthday.
Another time ripe for reflection. Time moves in a straight line. Damnit. Damn you, time!
Another year to dwell on the things that haven't gone so well. January isn't really a month to feel excited about time passing, I'll reserve that for spring.
Sometimes I get visited by this black fog, it's suffocating and so hard to shake. It stops me from seeing the daylight. It makes me question everyone I know. It makes me presume the worst and contemplate the possibilities of escape (whatever that may mean). It hides behind my eyes and chokes back words. It's not romantic or poetic. It's just a horrible smog that's drifted in and makes life that little bit more complicated.
Brains are complicated.
In actual life news:
My friend and I are lucky enough to be featured in a Bristol based art book soon. They recently interviewed us and asked us to submit a one page comic among other things. Which is quite exciting. They seemed lovely and it's a fantastic feeling to feel included in this new city so soon.
I can't wait to share that with you.
It's obvious really, but working alone gets really lonely sometimes. Even phonecalls don't really help.
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Mood:
Lonely -
Listening to: Explosions in the sky
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Reading: The sounds of your name
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Drinking: Coffee