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Sometimes it can take a while for events to catch up with you, and then it can take a while to recover.
It's funny how we can see these things head on, but somehow our minds will store pockets of time to deal with at a later date. It's not a conscious thing, it just happens.
It leaves me feeling exhausted and almost completely unable to fathom anything greater than the four walls that surround me. The prospect of leaving this place today is making me feel strange, but I have to, for my own sanity.
It's so dangerous when this happens. So damned dangerous. Desperately trying not to slip too far, trying to keep my head above water and stop the weekend from actually catching up with me. I don't want to feel that kick in the stomach right now.
I'm working on more projects at the moment. I'll probably post them on here in time, though my stuff on here is pretty unpopular so I don't think there's much pressure to do so really.
It's funny how we can see these things head on, but somehow our minds will store pockets of time to deal with at a later date. It's not a conscious thing, it just happens.
It leaves me feeling exhausted and almost completely unable to fathom anything greater than the four walls that surround me. The prospect of leaving this place today is making me feel strange, but I have to, for my own sanity.
It's so dangerous when this happens. So damned dangerous. Desperately trying not to slip too far, trying to keep my head above water and stop the weekend from actually catching up with me. I don't want to feel that kick in the stomach right now.
I'm working on more projects at the moment. I'll probably post them on here in time, though my stuff on here is pretty unpopular so I don't think there's much pressure to do so really.
Get stung like a snake
I know a lot of people out there will have been through a lot worse situations than this, but this is something that creeps back in to my mind from time to time, and man it's vivid.
Just over a year ago I fell off my bike in the middle of the road. I was thrown forwards and landed on my knuckles and face. Luckily I had a helmet on, a big beard, and a watch. I broke my arm and smashed up my hands and I'll never forget that feeling - scraping along the road on my chin, looking up and seeing smashed glass by by face (it was the glass from my watch). I laid there like a dead lump of wood. It felt like no time had passed but Rach told me it was a
Ramblings of a mad man
I often find myself thinking in circles, looping back to the same place I began. It can make it feel like I'm not learning, not changing.
In my last journal entry I mentioned that I had been thinking about Life, Death and Relationships... well that's still kicking around inside this thing I call a brain. I'm going to try and relinquish a few of them now.
I think easiest one to talk about right now is relationships - I don't have many 'exes', but I do quite often find myself thinking about the 3 people I dated. I haven't spoken to any of them in years, yet some days I wish I could thank them for the time we spent together and explain how muc
Devious Journal Entry
I have some thoughts on death, relationships and time that I'm trying to formulate. They've been swimming around in my head for a few days now and I want to get them out.
Devious Journal Entry
There are some moments that will stay with us forever. Our scars build up and mould who we are.
Sometimes these moments are beautiful, sometimes hauntingly painful.
Sometimes I imagine each person to be carrying a backpack full of ball bearings around, and each time we're haunted someone places another ball bearing in the backpack, and it just keeps on getting heavier and heavier, and weighing us down until we either collapse under the weight, or the backpack splits and everything comes spilling out.
Our emotional weight.
Yet it's these moments and how we deal with them that shape us. We are only as strong as we behave, and only as beauti
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